The Story : M. Gunawan Yasni

The Story

It began in 1969. To be exact, it was Wednesday, September 17, 1969 Gregorian Calendar (Arbi’ah, 5 Rajab 1389 Hijryah). He was a child who grew and learned faster than others though everybody denied his existence in his mother’s womb except his mother. His overwhelming nature soon weakened. Before reaching the age of 2 years old, some healers had to restructure his two legs’ bones. The healing process was successful. At the age of 2 years old, he was like born again. He started to catch up in learning everything. But since then, it looked like he was never as strong as he was before. He understood everything he learned quickly but yet he was afraid to try what he understood. It was the pain that he felt during the healing process discouraged him a lot. He was never convinced that his physical strength was strong enough for him to do everything he understood.

At the age of 5 years old, he was able to read sophisticated books beyond his early age. At the age of 7 years old, he was able to defend himself with the martial art he learned. At the age of 10 years old, he was brave enough to be in his manhood circumcision ritual. At the age of 12 years old, he was brave enough to decide things he wanted to learn and to like — he learned to like water, land and air and how to live through them. At the age of 13 years old, he managed to survive from several accidents by himself. At the age of 15 years old, he managed to travel to some foreign countries by himself. At the age of 16 years old, he lived in several desert countries; he made some living for himself; he learned several religions; he saw some killings with his own two eyes; he saw the ancient things in the ancient cities; he was between life and death because he had to fight several heathens and some diseases for his life and his purity; he found love and his heart was broken because of that love.

At the age of 18 years old, he realized that he was part of the center of the nation’s excellence; he realized that he had to be special somehow with his own way; he lost his belief in most people — the politicians, the monks and the celebrities; he believed in only one God who created him; he really witnessed again with his tongue, his mind and his holy spirit that there is no God but Allah and Muhammad is the Messenger of God. At the age of 21 years old, he started to make some living with the abilities he got from the center of excellence. At the age of 23 years old, he finished his time in the center of excellence. At the age of 25 years old, he enhanced his knowledge and learned some new things and new techniques to survive in this deviant world.

Everything of him seemed to change but one thing did not change — the pain that he felt during the healing process. It haunted him though he grew stronger. The ray, the medicine and everything used by the healers in the healing process seemed to pollute his blood. Sometimes, he had to use his inner strength to heal the pain he felt. Sometimes when his inner strength drained, even the slightest light of the sun hurt his eyes. Darkness was his sanctuary to regain all the strength he had. Darkness was like a shade of God who protected him. Darkness and nothingness were his essence and origin.

He had a goddess in his dream who taught him almost everything about love and who gave him sceneries about the past, the present and the future. He had a ball of light that destroyed him and formed him again in his dream when he was weak. He thanked God for everything he had.

Before reaching the age of 29 years old, on Sunday, April 12, 1998 (Ahad, 14 Dzulhijjah 1418 Hijryah), he was married to a woman, a substitute of a goddess, named Asmilia Makmur and born on Friday, March 25, 1977 Gregorian Calendar ( Jum’ah, 4 Rabiul Akhir 1397 Hijryah). He realized that he had to be pure in providing his family. He started to learn more about the Path of Allah. At the age of 31 years old, he advanced to learn and to create Islamic Base Defensive Art along with his kinsmen. He started to feel healthier and to experience strange and odd feelings about the dead and the undead. He became the student as well as the teacher of true forever life. He started to make the ball of light he dreamt emerged from himself.

At the age of 33 he became the youngest member of his nation’s sharia board – the council of ulemas or gurus in implementing the path of Allah in his nation’s everyday life. After reaching the age of 35, his name was started to be echoed and discussed in several foreign countries; Southeast Asia and North America.

(Blogged by Reza Agusti)

DIPOSTING OLEH M. Gunawan Yasni | April 14, 2008

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